beach bum

This past weekend we got to run away to our favorite spot on the eastern coast of N.C...well at least the Neuse River. We took Ollie to the beach in town, I use the term "beach" loosely as it is only about as wide as our house but nonetheless he had a blast and we were the only people enjoying the sunset on the waves. It was good to get away for some fun as a family!

Big things are happening around our house...Bravo Signs is moving to a new location in the next 2 weeks. We are moving to a totally awesome location on the corner of Benjamin Pkwy and Battleground. So our house is going to be full of a ton of family and friends coming into town to help with the preparation and then the big move. Exciting times...pictures to come soon of all the fun!

Sweet Stellan...

Hey friends, this little guy, Stellan, is not doing to hot again, he's been in SVT for about 3 days straight...you can check out the story at MckMama's blog. I know everyone has there own story and drama, but if you get a second I know this sweet family (which I don't know personally, just in blog world) would covet your prayers.

Introducing...

The newest pet member of the Hannam family...his name....well, "Fish" of course!

*** Edited Monday morning...we talked all weekend about "fish" and Ollie has decided his new name is now "Borlin" or "Borlen" however you spell that...guess he's connecting to his Russian (j/k) roots...nonetheless...we love it's originality...much better than "fish!"

Ollie has been doing some very small odd jobs or "chores" if you will around the house, to get some money for his piggy bank. And today I decided to let him spend his very own hard earned cash and buy himself a goldfish. It was 14 cents well spent! I had the bowl from a previous, RIP...finny, classroom pet so all we needed was some food and then the big splurge was the tropical paradise palm tree, a whopping $1.24 cents. We're hoping this will be a fun project for our little guy, if he doesn't "catch" him when were not looking. All I've heard all day is, "Mommy, I catch Fish, I catch Fish!"

this is...

what summer is all about...taking a nap with your best bud!

Okay well they didn't actually do any sleeping in the same bed, and we won't talk about the fact that Ollie pretty much lost it when I told him he had to go get in his bed. And don't be alarmed John said it was ok, Ollie could sleep with him.

But still, this is what summer is all about!

Saturday Adventures...

Well, hello there! Ollie here...this morning after our trip to our favorite breakfast destination, we headed on a little hike near Lake Higgins.

Mommy and Daddy swung me. Daddy asked me to give him a ride. Then I asked him to give me a ride high in the sky on his shoulders. Then I just used my own legs and found a really cool stick.

Then when we found a really cool box turtle, I named him wormy of course. He was friendly and shy all at the same time, I wasn't quite ready to pick him up. It was a fun adventurous morning!

the story of us...part 5

Tuesdays have become my favorite day of the week because I get to share a few pieces of my heart. Today I'm going a little bit deeper than before as today's page I title: the reality of marriage.

If the truth were to be told...being married is hard. I mean you have to work to have a good marriage, you have to really work to have a great marriage.

Up until the past year I would probably say that our first year of marriage was the hardest. We were young when we tied the knot. I had just moved to a new town, with a new husband (well my only husband,) a new job, trying to meet new friends and on top of all of this I was still really young in my faith and Jesus still had a lot of healing to do in my heart. So putting all of that together it was a hard year, but we survived.

Then time passes, 7 years, one baby, new schools, new friends, starting a business, house projects, vacations, family drama, and yet still it felt at times like I was still walking a path in the dark at times (like the picture above.) My heart was hurting, in many ways our marriage was hurting. I mean don't get me wrong many times I asked Jesus to fix me, fix us, but that was the problem...I simply didn't know what needed to get fixed.

Many times my friends suggested I/we see a counselor. And I thought about it but more than anything it was a pride thing for me, me need help, naw, that's for weak people with major issues. Sigh. But things continued to get harder and I still felt stuck, so this past year back in November I took the first step. It was a hard step, but a step that rocked my world, my heart and inevitably...my marriage.

If you've ever been in counseling you know it's hard at first, you have to get all the junk on the table...that...is...so...hard! But I had it all out and this sweet counselor, who I know Jesus put in my life/ our lives helped Matt and I figure out where the holes in our hearts and to help us get to the place of true Healing. I know now that healing is a process and don't get me wrong there are days, moments, when we/ I still struggle, but now I have tools to help me make it through. And the best part is that now we have a friend who can help us when we get stuck again, and that is such a comforting feeling.

I say all this to say...if you have ever had that thought, " I should see a counselor, we should see a counselor, that might be helpful." Please get in touch with me, I truly believe that healing comes from Jesus, but sometimes we need an earthly vessel to help us along the journey!

I think this really was a small miracle for me, for us and it's just what they're chatting about today over at Chatting at the sky!

special visitor

Matt headed to the Outer Banks this weekend with his brother Ben. My mom decided to come up and hang out with us. We started the day yesterday at the Science Center, it's become one of Ollie's favorite places to hang out.

Ollie's enjoyed having his Grandma around, well and so have I.

It's a bit difficult to catch a good, still pic of this little dude these days. He is on the go, sometimes faster than I can keep up!

But every once in a while you catch a good one...I know it looks like he's posing for his JV volleyball picture but really he was "swimming" in the sand at the park, I just caught him on the up stroke.